there is nothing like

i haven't cried or gotten teary eyed during worship for a really long time but i was so moved by the spirit today during EM's worship led by pastor Dan Cho. as we were singing Hosanna, the lyrics of the bridge moved me to tears:

heal my heart and make it clean,

open up my eyes to the things unseen.

show me how to love like You have loved me.

break my heart for what breaks Yours,

everything i am for Your Kingdom's cause.

as i walk from earth into eternity. 

i'd never really thought about what i'm asking God to do when i sing that bridge, but i realized today that i'm asking God to heal my heart and cleanse it, to show me things that i could not fathom, to teach me to love others like Jesus loves me, to break my heart and make me vulnerable to His power to move, to live for His kingdom during my life here on earth to fulfill the will of God. asking God to do all this moved me so much that i felt that God would allow me to do all these things through his strength if i had true intentions and a willing heart.

the power of music.

i am a flower quickly fading, here today and gone tomorrow.