repeated injuries

thank goodness i realized this much earlier than i would have in the past. maybe i'm not being fair, maybe i'm not giving it a good enough chance but my gut is telling me no. after countless times of ignoring this voice inside my head, i've been taught many harsh lessons for making the wrong decision. i don't think i'll be ignoring this gut feeling anymore-it's most likely Him. i don't want to make the same mistake and regret my decisions later on just because i feel bad or i feel obligated. i don't need to compromise myself anymore like that because there are greater purposes left for me to fulfill, bigger stories left to read, and greater things left to discover. no more compromising, no more short-handing myself.

we live in a world of greys, no longer just black and white.