a million and one

there are literally a million (and one) things in my mind and it seems like with every few hours, something else gets added into the pile. I feel like my mind is going to implode due to the newly added weight. how is it so unfortunate and peculiar that the universe seems to come crashing down at the same given moment, almost as if there's someone out there watching and laughing as you struggle to carry the burdens on your back. this struggle and uphill battle is something I have to endure on my own.